Funny how you come to mind,
When I let my guard down,
When I am relaxed,
Briefly happy,
My thought immediately turns to you,
Where is Sophie?
And then I of course,
Immediately realize,
And I am sad again.
It is as if happiness is tied to you.
If I am happy,
I want to share it with you.
Be with you.
Increase the happiness by being with you.
You were so much a part of the good in my life.
Not that it is a rough life otherwise.
I have no reason to complain,
Other than this loss of love.
Your love haunts me always.